Blogmas Day 16 / Falling down

Once in a while everyone experience hard times, weakness, hopelessness, when it is too much. Times, when you feel that everything is falling apart, when you are tired and just want to leave it all and walk away. But there is that stupid situation when there is nothing to leave and nowhere to go. I understand it. I feel that way.

I know that feeling of wanting to change something, leave everything behind and start a blank page. But it isn't simple. To do that it is necessary to know what bends you down and what you have to do. When you don't know, you can't change anything.

Lately I feel that I am falling down. I feel tired of everything, I want to make a change, start a new chapter. But I feel hopeless because I don't know what I should do. Even if I have some thoughts, I can't make them real because of the lack of opportunities. Maybe this seems like I am searching for excuses but I'm not trying to. Probably I just need some advice or a bit more time to figure it all out myself. 

Life isn't perfect, everyone have hard times, so do I. Even though Day 16 of Blogmas is not the most positive one, still I am very proud of myself for writing everyday of December. 

It is only 9 days till Christmas left!