One evening I was sitting in my room, drinking tea, listening to calm music with a candle burning on my table. It was snowing for the first time this year. That means winter and Christmas is right on the corner. I haven't used to 2014 and it's almost 2015. Where has the time gone?
While looking at snow, I think about winter, another predictable winter.. I see people rushing home from work, white roads, cars and realize - I want this winter to be different. I want changes, new experiences, a fresh start in my life. And I don't think it is selfish. We're not only actors in our lives - we are the creators. We need to fight for the life we want.
But it is easy to say. Snowflakes remind me why all my winters were the same. The answer is simple - I did nothing to change it. Maybe I was scared or didn't know what to do or hadn't got the right support. Or maybe I thought someone else have to change it. I was waiting for right circumstances, instructions and searching for reasons.
This year I don't want to analyze and wait. I need to act and make my dreams come true. I know what to do but there is one thing that stopping me - fear. Fear of failure and pain. But then I remember that it doesn't have to be an easy journey and it won't be. Do, Try, Breath.
Blog is a little first step at improving my life. Here I'll share my thoughts, passion, experiences, opinions. One of my favorite thing to do is experiment with makeup. I am self thought in makeup and I want to learn more, that's why it will be a major subject in my blog.
It is the journey of improving my life and myself.
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